[Mobile] Madness

Selfish

2011-08-10T21:29:00.000+08:00

Yes i am selfish. I have to be. I don't want to do anything that doesn't put me ahead of anything else.

Journey ends. new chapter begins

2011-08-09T07:50:00.002+08:00

My partner helped me finish my journey into madness. plenty of lessons learned, many things about myself rediscovered. still plenty of work that needs to be done.

Drive

2011-08-04T16:18:00.000+08:00

I've fallen out of my usual self. I've fallen out of the feeling of needing to please people. I don't feel driven.

Bad days

2011-08-01T12:08:00.001+08:00

Not sure what's wrong with me. Anxious about everything.

Journey into madness

2011-07-20T08:20:00.001+08:00

When you look at me, trust not my physical appearance. Peer into the windows to my soul and feel insanity rush into you like a raging waterfall... shudder, enjoy the moment.

I am who i am

2011-07-19T20:33:00.000+08:00

I am who i am for the secrets i don't share.

I the fool

2011-07-14T02:37:00.001+08:00

People are fools to think that getting to know more about each other is good
the fact is that it is frightful
the lies and distance keeps us sane
getting to know someone too deeply is like looking into a mirror
we realize our own flaws and demons
and not everyone is ready to face them
to know more about someone only leads to regret.

The reader could choose to believe me wrong. but when faced with the question. You already know that learning more about someone scares the shit out of you.

Lies keep the mind quiet, knowing only gives doubt.

Read the directions

2011-04-19T00:05:00.001+08:00

Improper usage of this subject may cause hazardous effects.

-Utilizing me for personal ends have bad results.
-Underestimating me or playing the "one up" game with me yields bad results.
-Manipulation, games and deceit = bad results.

Get together

2011-03-20T23:14:00.001+08:00

Got together with some college friends over the weekend. Cut down on my alcohol intake. Just had a lot of iced tea.

Droid update 2.2.1

2011-03-03T22:54:00.001+08:00

My Desire Z got some love today. Got my Droid update preparing of for future gingerbread update.

The producer game.

2011-03-02T17:57:00.002+08:00

Production is all about balancing tasks. Play Jenga without alerting the boss. Trickier than it looks.
*Update 6:05pm*
Fail...

Dinner Alone

2011-02-28T23:21:00.001+08:00

I haven't really eaten alone in a while. It was a strange but familiar experience.

The Enigma

2011-02-25T14:51:00.001+08:00

Guys at the office threw this at me to see if I could solve it. I took it apart in 20 mins. It took longer to get it back to its original state. (About 3 hours in total during breaks)

Pizza

2011-02-23T22:49:00.001+08:00

Greatest thing about pizza is that it can be everything you want in your diet in one little package. You choice of meats, vegetables, and whatever you want.

Recovery

2011-02-22T13:48:00.001+08:00

The best thing about getting better is getting your appetite back. I ate like a pig today.

Traffic

2011-02-22T11:34:00.001+08:00

You have to hate morning traffic in manila. It's like a sickness that just sneaks up on you. You never know when the next bumper to bumper will come.

Took an hour just to get to the highway.

View from the office

2011-02-21T17:17:00.001+08:00

The only thing I hate about working at an office is that the view never changes. Everyday its the same thing. I guess I can't complain as I never had a balcony at my previous offices.

Test post from phone

2011-02-21T16:26:00.001+08:00

Best way to blog is on the move.

New post

2011-02-21T16:15:00.001+08:00

testing new post